Assalamualaikum.
Dear my love blog,
I know that there's nowhere that I can write and tell all my feelings right now. Well, I know that I still have my parents to be shared with but.....
I don't think that my Ummi will listen to what I wanted to tell to very much!
Baba? Well, he's the best listener for me ever but.... I dont know why I just cant tell him what is my feeling right now. What is burden me somehow. Because...I dont want him to get upset with me anymore. He is, indeed, too much gave his all full support for me.
I felt like I already made him so upset because of me. Because of this subject!
Ya Allah.
I seriously dont know what's going on with me.
I dont have any courage to continue this battle. I dont have any spirit to face it!
I miss my friends. I need my friends. I miss all the old days we're together, fighting with all those engineering subjects and helping each other to earn the lab results.
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| Happy with the excellent result after 2 months of trials! |
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| Emon and Ika while we're surviving to get the results |
I was so dumb, DO I?
For being a repeat student for this subject. Alas, it is already my FINAL SEMESTER! While everyone is now happy counting days for our graduation soon with the jobs and me? Still facing that tough subject alone?
Oh My! :(
I seriously dont have courage. I seriously fed up.
For after too much effort you had put for that semester just for that subject..and...you end up fail?
And...currently right now...I have to face this one alone. without anyone knows. Without my friends.
Only my family who is far away...and him.
He might come tomorrow from Malacca just to help me. And for that, I really really hope that we can settle down my Lab 1 by tomorrow or the day after tomorrow in order to hand in the report to my lecturer before this Raya.
Ya Allah
I dont have courage for this test. I just hope that everything gonna be alright soon.
Give me strength!
