The moment when I’m
writing this entry will be absolutely one month I do not keep in touch with
him.
Reason?
Or
Reasons?
I don’t know why.....
What I know is, he’s
still alive..... (-_-)
Because....he always
upadates his status in facebook and tweets in twitter. (I’m not that knid of
stalk him... but his upadates are always appears in mine...but, sometimes, in
twitter, I stalk him,too... hehe)
One month.
Enough to make me feels
the absence of him in my life....
And GREAT enough to
make me feels empty of the days... plus,I’m having my sem break, same goes to
him...
Sem break..more than
one month sem break...busy studying?? har,har! It’s not the best answer,
anyway!
Living in this
situation, well, it’s remind me something...his word to me.
“sorry...after
this,I’ll contact you first.”
(owh,every single of thing has it’s own backside story right?? The
no-need-to-tell story)
And now,it’s happened again...but,
AFTER we both done with our final...
However....
Okay,fine!
Let say this
easy...after both of us done with our final, I directly went back to
Terengganu...
Frankly speaking,we
still keep in touch at that time even it was like “jarang-jarang” or sometimes.
After days,we didn’t...
Maybe my fault..I
didn’t reply him at that night once he like my status in facebook. But then, I
replied him 2 days after.
Starting from that,he
quite.
Oh,yeah! I’m
remembering something! He said to me something...
he had problem, actually..
(I
know what kind of his problem but to respect him,I won’t mention that..)
and
when I asked him to tell me the full version of his problems,he rejected me...
and
I said,sokay...take your time..
untill one day,about last 3 weeks,I messaged
him,again...
giving the spiritual message but again, I didn’t have any
answer...up to this moment.)
-so,should I call it as
“pasrah dalam keredhaan”, hurh?-
What the funny thing
happened to me is.....
last 2 days, I dreamt he just send me a message!
It just
real,you know???
with my Nokia X3 blue design and with his saving name appeared
in the screen!wow!
but,when I woke up for subuh...
what should I say is...IT WAS
JUST A DREAM, Hannan...
(owh, so annoying ain’t it??)
Funny doesn’t mean
meaningless then.
After all, ruang dan
waktu. Space and time.
Dengan masa,apa sahaja
mampu terjadi dengan izin-Nya. (Time.Everything could happened with God’s
willing). Taken by 5 Tahun 5 Bulan, a birthday gift Hlovate’s novel from him
before our final start..(naaaa....what I really like about this novel is, the
heroin in this novel named Johanna a.k.a Ana.. *blushing, hehe* she’s a MARA
Scholar student in medic,University of Aberdeen,UK..haaa,just telling you about
that ANA name okay?? Hehe)
1955 : 26122012
NH
A birthday gift by NH.
To NH
From KMS.
Breakfast + Lunch =
BRUNCH
KMS
MRSM TAIPING
PERAK
SEREMBAN
*5 Tahun 5
Bulan,Hlovate*
Enough said!
2052 : 26122012
NH.
# the third person
treated me in this way. Keep waiting. Tired. Result:Let them go. Look forward.
Walk confidently. Treat others nicely. Live happily. #
Enough said!
>the day that I publish this entry is after he contacts me again after a long time.....after all,nothing that I can say... NICE ONE yeah???<
+sorry for everything+
