First of all,I would like to say sorry if this entry
might be too personal and hurt anyone... But, frankly speaking,it’s all about
me, my life....and my ego,perhaps! (^_^)
-oh,jujurnya aku!-
I’m not good at all times.
Nor that so cruel as well,okay?? (^_*)
But, as others,a few of my friends and I also have
our own feelings..
(owh,at this time, my real player lappy just sing the
Grenade by Bruno Mars....
the song that A****
A**** like... but it’s lyrics is
so touched,actually..)
Ok,back to my point, terkadang tue, kalau kita nak
ikut hati sangat pun, tak de guna...
Sebab,ikut hati tue kan, mati.... (oh,that’s what
older Malays said before...) tapi,betul
tau...
Ikut hati memang giler!
Ok,just like me. The time that I’m writing this
entry in my blog,or maybe I’ll not publish it straight forward, I just settle
my problems with my friends who is Jiha, Sally & Saidah... not that kind of
having discussing face to face among us but I step forward to message them... Ask
for forgiveness...
This was what I messaged them :
After having a little bit discussion with 2 of them
via message (because Jiha’s having her Mandarin 1 lecture), then we are okay
with each other,again... :D (we’re supposed to have this discussion earlier,actually...right?) -yes,absoulately!for at least,we're not having "masam2 muka ke apa just like before...-
And one of my message that I replied to them is:
“Hmm...tak sape nak kite renggang...tapi,terkadang
tue,diri kita yang buat mcm tue tanpa sedar..so do I..kalau nak cakap,ika
terasa..saya pun turut terasa tapi,nak buat macam mana.. Takdir,perhaps!Cuma,I
just trying to put aside my ego,my feelings to you all..same goes to Ika..Tapi
tue la,kite biasanya tak sedar apa yang kiter da buat kan?Just like me
too..After all, kalau nak ikut ego,memang tak sudah..kalau nak layan
perasaan,memang tak terlayan..kalau nak ikut syaitan,memang tambah
bala..seringkali,pengalamanlah yang mengajar kita erti hidup..that’s all..”
#maaf,mesej-mesej yang aku hantar kepada mereka di
atas hanya untuk berkongsi pengalaman hidup... tak lebih dari itu.. mungkin di
sebaliknya terdapat sedikit mesej kalau tak banyak pun... agar kita merendahkan
ego kita... put aside our feeling... sebab, kita hidup kat dunia nie,
bermasyarakat... bukan sorang-sorang... so,we need to be tolerate with people..thanks
to Ika & Wani yang menasihati & meredakan diri ini daripada hasutan
syaitan.#
*buat rakan-rakan seperjuangan yang terbaca entry
ini, maaf dipinta andai ada yang terkesan di hati.... seriously,hanya berkongsi
teladan di sini... agar di ambil iktibar oleh rakan-rakan yang lain... whatever
it is, I just wanna to say that I’m comfortable to be friend with you guys...thanks
sebab sanggup bersama di saat jatuh bangun..(oh,credit to Anis Hasri,Fatin
Filzah Adeni,Nazatul Husna Hamidon, Dieana Mazli,Syafikah Mior,Jalilah Jumahat,
and not forgetting,NH too...for being there;ups & downs.*
every single thing in life
needs effort and patience
if you want the results doubly quick
then double the variables and equations
@[Hlovatesays]
every single thing in life
needs effort and patience
if you want the results doubly quick
then double the variables and equations
@[Hlovatesays]
140113 : 1055 p.m
Kamsis Fathmiayah
Nur Hannan Binti Che Soh.
(Cahaya Penyayang/Lembut Hati)
