Aku.Meluahkan.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t....  :)

apa habaq mak cik pak cik??adik abang kakak...
erh!hehe...

sorry laa....tengah geram nie....!!
haisy!!
sabar je laa wahai hati...
hmmm....
sobs!!

apa pun,nobody knows what it is in your heart..
yes,NOBODY KNOWS!but,He DOES!
ok,rightio that...

whatever it is,you know what??
Out of sudden,I really feel tired...
tired.
yes,tired!

so,consequently,I decided that I just want to rest from all that..
Shall I??


◀Selagi hidup bersama masa,maka selagi itu jugak yang hidup itu dewasa bersama usia▶

★Send someone to love me,I need to rest in arms,keep me safe from harms,from pouring rains★

Lastly,I just want to hightlight here that it's better
to appreciate the one who is in front of you..

Ok,it seems too late to me to stay up tonight...pray for my quiz tomorrow!


daa...  :-D

The Bored Day!

Assalamualaikum wbt...  :-D

ok..hari nie hari yang sangat membosankan!!!
I really dont know what to do...semua orang x de..ada yang balik..
tak kurang jugak ada yg travel untuk project...
so,there's no people around here...

By the way,telling you what??? NH turun KL weekend nie!!
tapi...
hmmm....
biasalah...mungkin x de jodoh antara kami ahaknya..
(erh???)   -hahahahaha-  {tersentap tak??kiki}


I said to him that I'm so bored here...
but...
entah...!!
mungkin dia x faham aku kut...
sebab..
hmm....
argh,x kisah laa!!

ok,malas da nak typing..oh yeah!! this is the first time
I'm updating my blog with my handphone.. wink~wink~

oh,yeah!! NH pun ada wish aku selamat pengantin baru semalam time aku bgtau dia yang aku tengah shopping kasut time nak pakai time kawin nezt week!! alahai....

ok laa...got to go..by the way,malam nie akan menawan Bukit Broga..
bersama-sama rakan Ikatan Studi Islam..
doakan kami semua selamat.. insya-Allah..

Ini;Kisah Kami...Didi,Husna & I..

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.....  :)

Ok,what should I say,hurh??
Hmm...

Memandangkan aku tak tau nak cakap apa,so..I'll straight forward lah!

The intention why I write this entry is because I just want to reply back the entry of my ex-Kolej MARA Kuala Nerang's roomate,si kecik Didi...she wrote something to me in her blog..  http://coretanhidupsikechik.blogspot.com/2013/02/untukmu-sahabat.html

After all,thank you so much for your kindness to be there with me even you are so far in Malacca...Nothing that I can pay you back...but,in case you have any problems to share,just tell me...
However,thanks also,for reminding me that the best listener is Him...not anyone else..I will keep that,always..

And just to recall our sweet moments together in Kolej MARA Kuala Nerang(KMKN), these are some of  the pictures that we had been together for 1 year in Foundation..may all those kinda stuff bring us to our late days...insya-Allah...

After finishing our Foundation KMKN Induction Week...
F117's roomies,Haiza,Didi,me and Husna.

Our evening routine before going for dinner..tawaf satu KMKN!

Posing dengan bas..(sempat jugak kut!!)

Didi menggedik dengan Husna.. haha!

Husna si 4 flat yang nerd!! kui3

On the way to Bukit Merah..Budak kecik tidur lena!! haha

On the way to Megamal Pinang...
aku,si nerd yang mematuhi undang2..mereka??kiki

Dinner with Husna..for Kelab Kembara..(ketam nak gigit Husna)

Foundation's Annual Dinner on the study week.

Last day in Kolej MARA Kuala Nerang,hantar kunci bilik,
right after finishing our Final Sem 2 Foundation.
(masih nampak kami sehati sejiwa..2 orang tudung hijau,2 orang tudung grey)

After all,thanks for everything,friends!! for being there,ups and downs...sanggup menerima segala kelemahan saya,ke'stress'an saya dengan MPP,dan semuanya!! terutama sekali,ketika saya sakit...thanks sebab sanggup menggosok baju-baju untuk ke lecture ketika tanganku masih terkulai layu...

untuk Didi,I believe that there will be someone will take care for you when you're sick right now,as you did take care of me before...

Lastly,sorry lambat balas your entry...baru berkesempatan memandangkan esok weekend! huhu..

okayy,gotta go now...
Assalamualaikum... May Allah Blessed!  (^_^)

Tentang Dirinya~

Assalamualaikum...

Serasanya,sudah lama aku tidak menjengah di sesawang yang berkusam ini..
Bukan tidak berkesempatan untuk online tetapi,diri ini sibuk melayan Twitter agaknya! haha..


Alhamdulillah,hidup sebagai degree student untuk semester kedua ni,tak kurang bestnya...
Tapi...
Bermain dengan perasaan itu lagi perit rupanya!

Oh,bukan nak kata aku berpacaran ke hape kan???
cuma...
Biasalah...
Tipu jika aku katakan aku tiada perasaan untuk itu...

Walaubagaimanapun,jika perasaan yang muncul dalam diriku itu merupakan satu fitrah manusia,aku berharap agar aku dapat mengawalnya dengan baik...

Mungkin,apa yang aku rasakan ini hanyalah "one-sided feeling"...

Tapi,tak kisah laaa nak cakap apa pun...
Sebab aku rasa memang aku bertepuk sebelah tangan pun...

Tentang dirinya:

*One of my freinds.

*Not in the same educational institutions(SESTER,Foundation Kolej MARA Kuala Nerang & BMI).

*Just met him for one year++

*Will fly soon.

*An Engineering student,too.

*Matured thinking and idea.-oh,I like it damn much!

Apapun,itu perihal dirinya serba sedikit...
Selebihnya??
Biarlaa disimpan.
Kerana itu lebih baik kut...
Sebab,
Bimbang jodohku yang telah ditetapkan olehNya bukan dirinya...

Whatever it is,I still keep looking for the best one to guide me..
Jadi,jika sekali lagi ditanya,"Hannan,dah berpunya ke??"
Yet,YES,I already have been TAKEN..by my Umi and Baba...

Ehem!! huhu~~
Merepek herh,Hannan??? hahahaha........
sokay laa.... blog kau jugak kan??
so,mungkin entry kali nie a little bit too personal..
Sorry.
Daa... (^_^)

INI :KiSaH hATiKu

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

First of all, I would like to emphasized here that this entry is about my own feeling and myself.
so,if it is going to related to someone else, I'm so sorry.
Because I don't have any books of diary since I was staying in hostel... so, this is my alternative diary of mine..

Last night.
will be in my memory.


Memang.
semalam, I felt so sleepy tahap gaban kut!!
padahal baru pukul 10.30 malam...
tapi...
disebabkan something happened last night,
aku seriously tak dapat tidur...
I tweeted all my feelings in my tweeter accounts...
time tue, roomate dah switch off lampu..
and she asked me about my tweets..
"hannan,kenapa  dengan tweet you nie???",she asked.

my reaction???
well,I didn't replied her.
because at that time, air itu laju mengalir...
oh,basah bantal ku!!!
hoho~

last last,my roomate dah tidur.... and I cried sepuas hati..!
at 1.58 a.m, I went to the toilet...ambik wudhuk...
tapi sayang...still tak dapat tidur...
pukul 3 pagi baru aku terlelap...


so,after all, what I wanna to share here is......

FULLSTOP !!

THE  END !!

ENOUGH !!

GET OUT OF MY LIFE !!

Reasons:

* I don't want to get hurt again.

* I'm so tired of that feeling.

*I just want to have fun in my life,not sad.

For the very last thing that I want to say is, thanks to you... for had been there in my life.

and sorry too... for my upcoming actions.

because I'm feeling tired to get hurt again.

Yasmin Mogahed

Sometimes you search so hard for words. You look for a way to interpret the language of this heart and the unspoken bond you feel. But in the end you are left with nothing but silence. And deep down you hope it’s understood.

#may Allah blessed#

~tHE tOUCHING mOMENT~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t......  :D

Ok,frankly speaking, aku memang seorang yang mudah tersentuh...

tak kisah laa,pasal haiwan ke, manusia ke... 

sebab aku memang begitu...

Namaku, Nur Hannan..

Means, Nur=Cahaya & Hannan=Penyayang/Lembut hati.

So, Cahaya Penyayang/Lembut hati... :)


Alkesahnye begini...
Weekend lepas, all my family members stayed at my brother's apartment
which is Apartment Bukit Mutiara,Kajang Perdana.
We alls stay kat sana pun,
sebab my parents want to discuss about my brother's wedding
with the Port Klang's girl...
Tambah pulak,I x start lagi kelas untuk sem 2 time tue kan..???
so,why not I joined them too???

Nak di jadikan cerita,
before kitorang pergi rumah my brother's future wife,
umi nak singgah kat GM Klang...
barang kat sana murah katanya... ;)
(oh,I said that too... hehe)

Time duk pusing-pusing kat sana,
aku start sakit belakang.
Tersangat!!
(even jalan kejap laaa jugak... well,shopping,right??)
tapi,before this,kalau pi shopping mana-mana pun, tak de laa seteruk macam nie... :(
At that time, serius tak tahan tapi,
I didn't show it....
sampai laaa,time I with my dad,and not forgetting my brother too,
went to the ChiChat cafe before we went to the basement parking...
at the same time,
my umi,kak fatin & kakak berborong lagi...
aku x larat nak ikut dorang sebab dah sakit sangat belakang nie haa....


Time duk ngan baba & Abang Haqqim,
I touch my back...I meant,my pinggang and tulang belakang...
Baba did realised it and asking me.
then,I told him that I've back pain for a long time ago,
since I've had the shoulder injury at the Kem Kepimpinan Kolej2 MARA & Kolej Profesional MARA
kat  Belum Rainforest on the earlier of December 2011.

Actually,time nak jawab soalan baba tue,
dah start sebak dah...
bila baba bukak mulut pasal kecederaan bersukan,
naaa......
terus aku menangis!
(adoi,pokai betul malu) haha
tapi,seriously,I'm touched!
sedih pun ada jugak bila terkenang diri nanti di hari esok..
Tengok saja apa yang berlaku kat baba sekarang...
tangan sakit..
His shoulder pun,just like mine.
And,
pergelangan baba injured ape entah.
semuanya sebab dulu baba active badminton...
And because of that,
baba dah tak dapat angkat barang even 2 kg load!!
(sekarang nie pun,aku dah tak boleh sangat laaa nak angkat barang berat sangat mcm dulu...
tapi,masih boleh lagi jika nak dibandingkan dengan
situation baba sekarang kan??)
and, another injury that my baba had is,
lutut dia...
kepala lutut baba injured time main sepak takraw dulu-dulu..
well,
dulu baba memang active sepak takraw..
aku masih ingat lagi time aku kecik dulu(x ingat umur berapa...
tak masuk tadika lagi pun rasanya...)
aku selalu ikut baba training sepak takraw
with his team...


owh,back to our conversation at
the ChiChat GM Klang,
Baba cakap kat aku..
kecederaan adik(nick name of mine in family)
tue,berat tau tak???
cedera parah disebabkan sukan....
biasalah kalau orang yang active & lasak...
itulah risiko yang kena tanggung...
adik sepatutnya time injured dulu,
terus balik..
berubat secara tradisional....
tak boleh nak harapkan doktor kat hospital tue je..
tengok aba (baba) sekarang nie.
sebab duk lasak sangat laa masa muda-muda dulu..
tue yang jadi macam nie sekarang...
bukannye tak nak tolong umi angkat benda berat...
tapi,tak leh..
sakit..


At the same time,
mataku bergenang...
sumpah tak tahan!
and,
finally,
I cried!
at the ChiChat cafe..
in front of the people who were walking around the GM Klang...
sampai pelayan yang nak ambik order pun,
perasan...
sebab ada bekas air kat booklet menu dia..
abang aku pun,satu hal jugak!
hisy!

and
to cool down me,
baba asked me whatever menu that I want.
and,
I choose this one!!!

Chocolate Ice Snow with jelly. Cost RM 5.50. :D

I know that baba sengaja buat macam tue...
semata-mata nak pujuk aku...
(owh,tetibe tulis sampai part nie,terasa sebak pulak!
tak pasal-pasal bergenang balik mataku..hailoh!)

whatever it is,
itulah kasih seorang ayah.
kan?


ups & downs..
he will always be there...
and umi too....
(so greatful of having such a great,loving & supportive parents like them..)
and also my brother & sisters too....
or,
my sister in-law to be???
hehe  (^_*)

#that's me...my life...my own feeling...my caring & loving baba...the understanding one! that will always give us(my siblings) motivation when needed.. the one that always give us the spirit of life....tak kisah dalam apa jua masalah sekalipun....mungkin,baba sebegitu sebab baba seorang guru?yang selalu berdepan dengan anak-anak murid yang pelbagai background di sekolah.... dan,honestly speaking, I'm glad to have him as my dad...and I'm glad too to have umi as my mom..thanks for everything...#

If a country is to be corruption free and become a nation of beautiful minds, I strongly feel there are three key societal members who can make a difference. They are the father, the mother and the teacher. 
Abdul Kalam 

*Alhamdulillah,Ya Allah...*
>tak sabar nak pulun decorate hantaran kahwin my brother nanti...wish everything's going smoothly.<

IkUt HaTi = MaT!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t....

Taken from Mohd Aqifly Zamri's Facebook status :

“Never leave a friend behind. Friends are all we have to get us through this life--and they are the only things from this world that we could hope to see in the next.”
― Dean Koontz, Fear Nothing

First of all,I would like to say sorry if this entry might be too personal and hurt anyone... But, frankly speaking,it’s all about me, my life....and my ego,perhaps! (^_^)  -oh,jujurnya aku!-

I’m not good at all times.

Nor that so cruel as well,okay?? (^_*)

But, as others,a few of my friends and I also have our own feelings.. 

(owh,at this time, my real player lappy just sing the Grenade by Bruno Mars....

the song that A****  A****  like... but it’s lyrics is so touched,actually..)

Ok,back to my point, terkadang tue, kalau kita nak ikut hati sangat pun, tak de guna...

Sebab,ikut hati tue kan, mati.... (oh,that’s what older Malays said before...)  tapi,betul tau...

Ikut hati memang giler!

Ok,just like me. The time that I’m writing this entry in my blog,or maybe I’ll not publish it straight forward, I just settle my problems with my friends who is Jiha, Sally & Saidah... not that kind of having discussing face to face among us but I step forward to message them... Ask for forgiveness...

This was what I messaged them :

After having a little bit discussion with 2 of them via message (because Jiha’s having her Mandarin 1 lecture), then we are okay with each other,again... :D (we’re supposed to have this discussion earlier,actually...right?) -yes,absoulately!for at least,we're not having "masam2 muka ke apa just like before...-

And one of my message that I replied to them is:

“Hmm...tak sape nak kite renggang...tapi,terkadang tue,diri kita yang buat mcm tue tanpa sedar..so do I..kalau nak cakap,ika terasa..saya pun turut terasa tapi,nak buat macam mana.. Takdir,perhaps!Cuma,I just trying to put aside my ego,my feelings to you all..same goes to Ika..Tapi tue la,kite biasanya tak sedar apa yang kiter da buat kan?Just like me too..After all, kalau nak ikut ego,memang tak sudah..kalau nak layan perasaan,memang tak terlayan..kalau nak ikut syaitan,memang tambah bala..seringkali,pengalamanlah yang mengajar kita erti hidup..that’s all..”

#maaf,mesej-mesej yang aku hantar kepada mereka di atas hanya untuk berkongsi pengalaman hidup... tak lebih dari itu.. mungkin di sebaliknya terdapat sedikit mesej kalau tak banyak pun... agar kita merendahkan ego kita... put aside our feeling... sebab, kita hidup kat dunia nie, bermasyarakat... bukan sorang-sorang... so,we need to be tolerate with people..thanks to Ika & Wani yang menasihati & meredakan diri ini daripada hasutan syaitan.#

*buat rakan-rakan seperjuangan yang terbaca entry ini, maaf dipinta andai ada yang terkesan di hati.... seriously,hanya berkongsi teladan di sini... agar di ambil iktibar oleh rakan-rakan yang lain... whatever it is, I just wanna to say that I’m comfortable to be friend with you guys...thanks sebab sanggup bersama di saat jatuh bangun..(oh,credit to Anis Hasri,Fatin Filzah Adeni,Nazatul Husna Hamidon, Dieana Mazli,Syafikah Mior,Jalilah Jumahat, and not forgetting,NH too...for being there;ups & downs.*



every single thing in life 
needs effort and patience
if you want the results doubly quick
then double the variables and equations
@[Hlovatesays]

140113 : 1055 p.m

Kamsis Fathmiayah

Nur Hannan Binti Che Soh.

(Cahaya Penyayang/Lembut Hati)