AKU YANG TERSEPIT!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.
Selawat dan salam ke atas Nabi Junjungan S.A.W.
Salam pagi Jumaat!

My dear blog,
If you know I'm super duper sad today! OR....lately,maybe! (^_^)
I don't know where to start but it is seriously burden to me. Ya Allah... :(

ANTARA HARAPAN MANUSIA & MASA.

AKU TERSEPIT!

KUAT AKU BERNAFAS.

KUAT AKU MENGAYUH.

AKHIRNYA,LELAH JADI TEMANKU.

Next week gonna be a really really hectic week for me myself. Week 12 out of 15 weeks in semester 3.
Petang nie terpaksa masuk kem kat Hulu Langat. Mulanya dah bajet tak nak join sebab fikir pasal next week tapi...bila bergurau dengan someone,kalau nak suruh kiter pergi,dia kena bayarkan,terus dia bayar! so,that's it lah! hurm... (=_=")

Week 12:

Monday

* Submit Lab Report Digital Electronics.

* Submit coursework Mandarin 2.

* Submit assignment Quran Sains Moden.

Tuesday

* Viva Lab Network Analysis.
* Presentation Human Physiology.

Wednesday

* Mandarin 2 Oral Test.

Thursday

* Quiz Digital Electronics.

* Quiz Electronics 2.

* Presentation Professional English 2 (Technical Report).

Friday

* Quiz Engineering Math 3.

* Quiz Network Analysis.

* Submit FULL Lab Report Network Analysis.

  ####### END OF WEEK 12 ########

Week 13 & 14 gonna be hectic too. Week 15 gonna be a crazy-giler-nak-pecah-otak's week as it is STUDY WEEK's duration!

AND....
FINAL Semester 3 for 2 weeks onwards!

(p/s : I miss them & him,big times! 29 November,If you know what I mean.)

KAU SEMPURNAKANKU.

Ya Allah!
Malam nie seriously aku stress.
I called my dad.
But,he's in the meeting...

I asked him that I will call him later on.
And,he said that the meeting is until 12 a.m!

Called my mom,but then it doesn't worth enough.
I wanna SHOUT OUT to her,"UMI.........STRESSS SANGAT  SANGATTTTT!!!"
but,it seemed not to happen!
I just say to her, "Umi....Takut sem nie..."
but then,she replied to me,"sokmo takut!"

*sobbing*

Huuuuaaaaaa~

Huuuaaaaaaa~

Huuuuaaaaaa~

Ohio,Hannan!

Serve you right then!

Kau dah tahu jawapan Umi macam tue,kau pergi luahkan jugak tue dah kenapa?

Potassium Manganate betul laaa..  :p

TAPI....

SUNGGUH!
I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO.
I NEED SOMEONE TO BE THERE FOR ME,when I'm in trouble,sad atau rasa nak nanges senanges-nangesnya kut!

I miss the old days.
I miss the old memories.
I miss of being child!
I miss everything.

Sejenak,
Di armada bilik yang jauh dari kampung.
Aku teresak juga.
Ops,bukan setakat teresak!
Menangis macam sungai ada laaa..har,har!

*Gotcha you,Hannan!*
:p

Ya Allah...kenapa sem nie rasa berat sangat subjects?
Takut pada bayangan Network Analysis yang dah well-known as a tough subject, instead of Digital Electronics.
Human Physiology pun, banyak bahasa terbelit nak menghafal!
Sekarang hanya bergantung pada Engineering Math 3,the only one!

Alunan qasidah kembali menenangkanku.
Dengan bait-bait memuji Baginda Rasulullah.
Subhanallah,betapa kuatnya Baginda S.A.W.
tapi aku?!

Ya,KAU SEMPURNAKANKU.
DAN KAU BEGITU SEMPURNA.

iamNEETA ft. Najwa Latif - Kau Pergi Jua (Official Music Video)

Membawa Pergi Diri

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...  :-)

Pejam celik,pejam celik,rupanya dah lama meninggalkan blog-ing life!

Well,Alhamdulillah,I'm just done with my Final Sem 2 for my degree.
And yes,for my FIRST YEAR ENGINEERING DEGREE too!  :-D

Maaf,blog...
Lama meninggalkan anda keseorangan.
Hanya bercanda dengan twitter je memanjang!
hehe!
Tapi...
serasakan,I need to move on!
Cukuplah bersembang lebih di Twitter tue haa..
jemu pulak rasanya!  *dush*
So,beralih kembali pada blogkah?
Insya-Allah...but not this only blog..
I need to have a privacy one!
for my own PRIVACY!

Pape pun,seminggu nie,banyak sangat yg berlaku..
mungkin kafarah dosa,agaknya!
Redha,dan ikhlas menerima. Insya-Allah..
(Harapnya aku kuat)

Tentang 'dia'...
Entah laaa...
Sejujurnya,kesilapanku...
Biasalah,bila sama-sama dah dalam mood final exam nie,
masing-masing stress kan?
maaf.

Apa pun,
frankly speaking,aku seorang yang lemah.
Tak kuat pada rasa kesabaran.
Penat pada rasa kemaafan.
And when I'm done,then I'm done..
The rest,I just leave it to Him.
Membiarkan perancangan Dia yangMaha Mengetahui.

Sejujurnya,
Diri ini ingin rasanya membawa jauh jiwa.
Agar dapat memburu kembali apa yang tercicir sepanjang minggu ini.
Kewarasan akal.
Kematangan fikiran.
Keteguhan hati.
Kesabaran emosi.
Kemaafan kata.
Kebenaran realiti.
Kesempurnaan diri.
Kesyukuran nikmat.
Itu antara yang telah aku cicirkan.
Dan itu jugalah yang perlu aku kutip kembali.
Maaf sekali lagi.
Andai ada hati yang terluka sepanjang minggu ini.
Dan juga sepanjang perkenalan.
Sungguh,aku bukan wali.

Kepada insan yang berjaya mencuri balik hati ini,

I just want to see your 'dinousor' smile when you know
your upcoming result! Sorry for all wrong doings.

Thanks for
being honest.
And..thanks too, for being the wonderful you!
May Allah keep His strength along your days.
Seandainya perasaan itu masih wujud,semoga ia terus
mekar.Insya-Allah.

Lastly,note to myself:

Diari terakhir seorang Nur Hannan Binti Che Soh.
May Allah ease your ways.And mine too.

Bismillah.
(^_^)

My Currently Life

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...  :)

Actually,aku tak tau nak tulis apa...tapi,aku nak jugak merapu kat sini....!!
hew,hew!
(^_*)


So,apa yang kau nak sangat merapu,hannan oit???
*blurr*
huk,huk,huk!


Apapun,life aku sekarang macam ape entah!
semakin nak dekat dengan final nie,perasaan malas nak meng'digest'kan segala jenis theory engineering tue macam hampeh je!! tapi,I HAVE TO FACE THEM laaa kan??
Bangun awal pagi...
Weekdays,mengawal diri dari online!(except blog-ing)
hehe!


Life dengan family??
Ohio!! (tetibe rasa sebak pulak...!!)  :(
Hmmm.....memang,boleh dikatakan every weekend I'll go back to my Abang Haqqim's home kat Bandar Kajang tu haaa....
but,it can't compare to my lovely home kat Jerteh tue haaa...
kat sana,ada baba... ada umi.... ada ayam serama...(but,not that LARGE ayam kampung yang baba and kak fatin suka sangat usik aku!!!)
sekadar balik rumah Abang Haqqim untuk meronggeng time weekend tu,ok laaa...  :)


Life dengan kawan-kawan??
Well,kami semua sekarang tak de laaa sampai fokuskan study untuk final sebenarnya..
sebab,assignments carry marks masih lagi bertimbun untuk dilihat...!!
Biasalah kan... bila nak dekat final nie laaa semua assesment tue,assesment  nie yang nak kena buat!
That is what we call university's life!
Tapi,terkadang tue,kami ada jugak melepakkan diri di kafe atau di bilik...
merapu entah pape!
hehe..  (^_^)



Life dengan si dia??
Well,Alhamdulillah, everything's going smoothly between both of us...
Cuma,sekarang nie kami jarang keep in touch...
Mungkin 2 hari sekali...average laa kan??
Tak macam dulu...
Sebab, both of us have our own responsiblelity to be take as a priority first..
Dia pun,esok dah start trial exam...(aku tak tahu habis bila... tak sempat nak bertanya.. haha)
Then,followed by his final yang akan habis bulan 6...
Aku pulak, another 3 weeks gonna have my sem 2 final...
Minggu nie dah start week 13 of academic schedule,next week will be week 14 which is the last week to go to the classes and then,week 15 which is my study week!
Then,it will be FINAL!!!
So,that's why, both of us jarang contact....
Tapi,si dia masih lagi caring terhadap diriku..
Tersangat!!
haha...  (^_^)


So,itu over all hidup aku menjelang saat-saat terakhir final nie...
Nak kata busy,terkadang tue ada laaa jugak masa nak melepak dengan kawan-kawan....
Nak kata tak busy tue,hah,yang tue tipu laaaa!!!
hahahahhaha!

ok,got to go first!
Esok dah Isnin...
kelas dah nak start nie laaa kiter baru pulun nak siapkan assignments ye???
hik3

See you!
bubbye!

NAK BALIK RUMAH!!! :'(

Ok,FINE!!!!

my lovely dovely roomate balik perlis dah!!!!

ARGHHHHH!!!!

nak balik rumah jugak!!!
nak balik terengganu!

tak pasal-pasal aku bermimpi aku dah sampai rumah time tdo tadi..
hmmmmmm.....
sobs!!!  :'(

umi....
baba....
adik nak balik.....!!!!

:'(    :'(   :'(   :'(

Hectic,Again!!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t....  (^_^)


Errr???
What should I say,hurh???
sebab....sekarang nie memang tengah stress tahap gaban pun!!
yang tahu,rasa macam nak baling semua benda....
nak masuk hutan sorang-sorang...
biar jadi tarzan!!
hahahahaha.................

Entahlaaa....!
Bila nak dekat dengan final nie,banyak nak kena fikir...
Assignments.
Lab reports.
Quizes.
and,of course, attendence for classes!

Ya Allah..............!!!!
Semua benda bertubi-tubi datang tue!!
ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tension nyer!

you know what??
This week saja,aku ada 3 quiz!
Pagi tadi baru je lepas quiz 3 untuk Engineering Mathematics.
Then,esok pagi Quiz 2 Circuit Theory 2, followed by Quiz 2 Electronics 1 at noon!
Lab pun,sama jugak laaa.....
Lab report Circuit Theory 2 nak kena submit this Thursday.
lepas tue,tadi ada lab last utk Introduction Digital Electronics.pun,lab report yang leceh menunggu!
apa lagi erk???
hah,lab Engineering Mechanics dengan last lab untuk Electonics 1!!


so,total up,I will have 3 quizes and 3 lab  for this week!! and,1 lab report to be submitted!!
okayy!!
nice,nice!!

Have nothing to say anymore.
Speechless??
Yeah,I am!!
Tension??
SURE,I AM!!! triple punyer stress kut!! stress,strain,pressure,semua ada!! (hampeh..!!boleh lagi keluarkan istilah Engineering Mechanics tue!! haha)

so,for this time being,Twitter and Facebook akan dibekukan untuk weekdays,starting today...and,same goes to Whatssapp!
And,the important thing is....
I NEED TO GAIN MY STRENGTH TO WAKE UP EARLIER IN THE 'DINIHARI' AS I DID BEFORE....
dah tak boleh bermalas-malasan dah!!
so,hannan..
make sure tidur pukul 12 MALAM!!!!
BANGUN pukul 3.30 PAGI...!!!
for solat sunat dulu kejap...then,baru start study!!


Ya,Allah..
Semoga Engkau menguatkan anggotaku.
Semoga Engkau terus bersamaku.
Di saat jatuh bangunku.

To everyone (who knows me) :
I'm trying to be a good daughter,sister,student,friend,and an understanding & loyal lover to a loved one.
So,please...pray for me.


Okayy,got to go!!
Lecture Engineering Mechanics is waiting!!