~MISS THE OLD YOU~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t....

Yeah,macam mana perjalanan kehidupan sekarang???
ok??

Pape pun,aku punyer hidup,tak de laa seperfect hidup yang lain pun....
tapi,bagi aku,cukuplah dengan adanya family dan juga rakan-rakan di sisi....
betul kan??

Hmm.....

tapi,hidup sapa yang tak de rasa kehilangan kan??

eh,once again talking about missing???

ok,fine!!

I'm not missing anyone..

but....

haisy!!

susah laa nak cakap...

cuma,sekarang nie,aku rasa macam aku dah x kenal orang tue... :(

well,that's why i put my title entry : "MISS THE OLD YOU"

well,it's not that kind of u're missing someone.

but...

okay,let say this easy..

kita dah rasa selesa share apa yang kita rasa dan apa yang kita fikir kat orang tue.

lepas tue,

ce bayang kalau....

tiba-tiba orang yang kita dah selesa tue macam lain sikit bila berada di tempat baru??

haaaa....

ce bayang...hehe

so,macam tue laaa apa yang aku rasa sekarang nie....

tadi,

ada laaa cakap kat sorang kawan aku nie...

and aku rasa,after aku citer kat dia nie,stop situ je laaa...

malas laa nak fikir...

buat penat je,kan??

so,pape pun,

kalau laaa aku nie boleh tukar apa yang aku nak bende tue stay at the same place,

aku akan buat...

After all,

I want the old YOU!!!

and

I really MISS the OLD YOU!!!

cuma sekarang nie,aku rasa macam nak stay calm...

tunggu dan lihat...

kan????

(^_*)

PErjAL@nAn ITU MaSiH jAuH

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.... (^_^)

Yeah,perjalanan itu masih jauh...

sangat!

saja lukis! just nak gambarkan jalan kehidupan..

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there’s a voice inside my head saying
“You’ll never reach it”

Every step I’m taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I’m not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

‘Cause there’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb, yeah!

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody’s gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It’s all about, it’s all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

                                                           ~The Climb,Miley Cyrus~

Kadang-kadang,
Dalam hidup nie,
apa yang kita fikir tue,tak sepatutnya apa yang kita perlu fikir.

Dan,

Kadang-kadang jugak,

Apa yang kita rasa kita nak tue,

Tak semestinya kita dapat.

Begitu juga dengan apa yang kita miliki.

Pun,

Tak semestinya kita sentiasa memilikinya.

Sebab,

Sebetulnya,

Kita perlu terima hakikat tue.

Bukan nak kata orang laaa...

Hidup aku pun macam tue jugak! 

So,conclusion nya,apa yang awak ada dalam hidup nie,

jangan pegang sangat...

lepaskanlah...

tapi,

Impian dan cita-cita itu usah dibiarkan,

kerana melalui hasrat itulah,

kita akan mencapainya.

percayalah!

Sebab tue,hidup nie perlu sentiasa mendaki.

tak kisah la,daki gunung ke,

daki bukit ke,

daki tangga sekalipun!

sekurang-kurangnya,

ia tetap mendaki jugak.

Itu sebab,perjalanan kita masih jauh.

indeed!

(eh,maaf melalut panjang dan entah pape! tapi....nak jugak berjiwang dekat sini..huhu... entah laaa...

what I suppose to say???nothing...tapi,perasaan itu tahu...tentang itu, dan juga dia)

#di saat meneliti fb nya & juga berfikir tentang kehidupanku# 

By the way,selamat hari raya aidil adha...insya-Allah,pagi nanti akan bertolak pulang ke kampung halaman bersama abang & kakak-kakak..doakan perjalanan kami dilindungi & dipermudahkan,Insya-Allah...

ONCE I LOST~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t....
hmmm........................

12.50 a.m.

eh,kenapa tak tidur lagi,wahai saudari Nur Hannan???
errrr.............
Tension ah!!!
tadi ada phase test Engineering Math 1 topic differentiation & integration....carry mark:20%...
(saya ada peneman tau,at this time of hour...iaitu, CIK IEKALEO!!! wakakakaka)

nie time tak sedar dah maghrib...menghadap differentiate...sedar-sedar,terus call baba.. <3

dan,dengan sukacitanya aku tak dapat jawab!!!

ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Giler,giler....!!!

study bukan main havoc kan,hannan???

weekend tak weekend, time tidur ke,tak tidur, still pulun buat exeercise math....

macam mana nie hannan oit???

2 minggu lagi dah habis masa untuk study & lecture...

dush!!  

so,what else to say??

my dad said,"tak pe...first sem nie,stabil kan laaa dulu sistem pembelajaran kat sana...biasalah tue... nanti next sem,keep it up laaa....insya-Allah,boleh...bukan nye sem nie je yang ada....

tapi,nanti fokus laa untuk final...."

He adviced me when i called him after finishing my test.

>well,baba sangat memberi semangat ye??hehe<

EM test dah tamat...so,kemas laaa buku & meja ku..hehe

pape pun,yang dah lepas tue,still lepas kan???

banyak lagi perkara yang kita perlu fikir lepas nie...

dan,

berlambak jugak assignments yang bakal menantiku...(even exhausted)!!

by the way,

a lot of thanks dedicated to my beloved umi & baba...(for giving me strength),

the sweet lecturer, sir hazwan hilmi(for teaching me)

and of course to my understanding hostel friends include the seniors as well(for the help to solve the question and stay up with me (^_*) )

so,what you did,you will get it back..

as well as you make the effort,

and then,

insya-Allah,Allah will pay you with the best one!!!

 

 

 

IT'$ MINE!!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...............

Ehem!!

what else to say hurh???

oh,morning!!dah perform subuh??(harapnya dah...)  :D

well,today is the first day of weekend...and I really hope that I can manage my weekend nicely...
Gonna to do a lot of assignments,mini project for programming,lab report and........Insya-Allah,i want to struggle for my Engineering Math 1(differentiate & integrate)..just for my Phase Test 2's preparation..well,it'll be held on this upcoming Tuesday, at 9 p.m...

memang,
bila fikir-fikir balik,weekend nie laaa time untuk release tension kan??
dan,
sape kata bende tue aku tak  nak buat??


                                                    I  WANT  TO  DO  THAT!!!

but,it's not the right time for me,I think.. :(

Yes,my friends did ask me to join them to Mid Valley today...
but....
I think that I'm not as good as her...
and...
I don't think that I can spend my time with my assignments if I gonna to prefer to be with them there...

so,
even it's so hard to make this decision,
I  HAVE  TO!!!

Betul,
Kadang-kadang tue,aku macam terfikir...
kenapa hidup sekarang nie susah sangat???
(well,I keep asking that question)

And yet,
I  got the answer!

okay,let's say this easy...
Actually,last night was my nightmare...
And I hope that I'll leave it back....
or else,i will only just look at it as my history...
my lesson...
because..
last night,
I felt so stress thinking about my final...(well,our shedule draft for final exam had been announced)
and,
that's what made my friends and I down!
much!

so,whatever it is...
live must be go on...
ain't it??

so,I've to be strong...
because..
it's not other's life,
It's MINE!!!

(",)

Speechless!!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t....

aaaaiiiiiiishhhheeemmmmmm!!!
*uhuk,uhuk,uhuk*

Hari nie,dari petang tadi sampai sekarang,bumi british nie hujan...
eh,hujan je ke???nape tak saliji je???kata british??
eheh!  (^_&)

hmmm....
well,as u alls know...hari nie hari yang memberatkan kepala hotak aku!!
2 test dalam satu hari...hmm...

Practical test Electrical Engineering Workshop??
errr.....
entah!!nie contoh circuit yang aku construct....tapi,yang test punyer,ada components capacitor laaa kat rersistor tue..ada 2... yang nie,kebetulan ambik gambar time buat lab....

Phase Test Islam Sains & Teknologi(IST)???
*uhuk,uhuk,uhuk* -batuk-

malas nak explain lebih pasal tue semua...
buat geram je...!!
haisy!!

ok,pape pun,hari nie hari yang bad mood bagi aku...
tapi,tak pe...
tengok laaa final nanti...
hmmmm..............

hujan nie,agaknya hujan rahmat laaa kut kan??
lebat bagai lagi tue...(Alhamdulillah..)

so,that's all for today...
have so many things to do instead of  blog-ing,fb-ing and twiter-ing!!
huhu...

last word,

"everything will be okay in the end, if its not okay, then its not the end"  _hlovate_

Much of love,

Ana CS.

 

SISPA @ Memory -sooner-

Assalamualaikum w.b.t....    :D

Heyya!!

How’s life so far??

Urm....today,i’m not sharing much.

Because a little busy with studying for this IST and Electrical Workshop.

So,let’s go straight forward.

Yesterday,Wednesday,17 Oct., 12...

All of us did our “kawad” test for Civil Defence (Jabatan Pertahanan Awam-SISPA).

Edited from JPAM's uniform

We didn’t do our training while waiting the first group doing their test because it’s rainy.

So,we just hang out...chill..

                         

                                                                 AND

I don’t know why,but my instinct hardly said to me that my SISPA will be ended sooner or later since we’re doing our kawad test..and next week,writing test!! Hoho~

So,it’s not my fault right to have that thinking??(Nampak sangat tak sabar nak habiskan JPAM!)

Well,I   <3  my PBSM most!! Haha!

So,since we’re moving quickly to the end of this semester,I said to my JPAM friends included my roommate to snap our picture together as a SISPAians...

And here there are!

Tabik sekali!!!

Si bakal lecturer GMI yang sporting... :)

Macam nak bagi command kat orang je!

With my roomate.

Group A berkawad.

On the Kawad Test,I’ve been deducted  by 3 marks!

Hahahahahahaha.....................

Well,it was all because I did the wrong step for the command “Luruskan barisan”...

I did just like I was in my PBSM,St.John Ambulance and  KRS...

Adoi.....

Hurm...3 marks pun,3 marks laaa....

So,that’s all for today...

See ya!!

Ops!! Wish and pray for my friends and me..

Electrical Engineering Workshop(Practical Test- 12 p.m-2 p.m)

Islam Sains &Teknologi  (Phase Test-7.30 p.m-8.30 p.m).

Last word, “Bacalah dengan(menyebut) nama Tuhanmu yang menciptakan.Dia telah menciptakan manusia daripada segumpal darah.Bacalah dan Tuhanmulah Yang Maha Mulia.Yang mengajar manusia dengan pena.Dia tidak mengajar manusia apa yang tidak diketahuinya.(Al-Alaq:1-5)


Again with love,
Ana CS.

~MISS & BELIEVE~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t......     (^_^)

How are you??

Well,today,i’ve only one hour class,Islam,Sains & Teknologi(IST).....Yeah,the subject that I will take the Phase Test on this Thursday’s night at 7.30 p.m.

I did the presentation well today,since today is my turn to do that..Hopefully,I’ll get the higest mark for that part.. :D

Actually,I’m supposed to have another class,lecture English Fundemental but, it was our luck that our preggy madam cancelled our lecture!! Weee~~

Hmm...

Today is library day!! (I STUDIED AT THE RESOURCE CENTRE from 11.15 a.m till 4.15 p.m)

At first,I spent my time to read the IST notes.

Then,followed by a little exercise of Engineering Mathematics-Diffentiate..well,alone..because my friends at that time have their own class to attend..but,before that,I snap their pic! haha

Doing that exercises,make me suddenly thinking of my previous Add Math & Math teacher’s :

·         En. Asrizal (Form  4 SESTER)

·         Pn.Nuroul Huda a.k.a mama Nuroul  (Form 5 SESTER)

·         Pn.Dian Farhana (FIST Engineering Kolej Mara Kuala Nerang)

At that moment,I seriously missed them.A LOT!!

Kalau dulu,tak dapat jawab soalan sikit je,mesti pergi mengadu kat teachers yang soalan tue susah... padahal,tak de laaa susah sangat pun...susah sikitttttt  je...tapi dorang layan je...

                                          

                                                     AND NOW???

Hmmmm.....Memang,sir baik sangat..well,he’s our FIST super senior....tadi  ajak jiha temankan aku tanya soalan-soalan differentiate kat sir...bertambah geram bila soalan tue rupanya tak yah buat,sebab tak de dalam syllabus kitorang!adoi....tapi,2 soalan yang lain tue,sir tunjukkan laa solution dia.

time stress tak dapat solve differentiate!

Cuma bila fikirkan teacher-teacher yang sebelum nie ajar aku,memang sedih,sebak!! Tak pasal-pasal menitik jugak air mata tadi dalam buat soalan math..

               RINDUKAN SIR ASRIZAL,MAMA NUROUL  &  TEACHER  DIAN!!!

This one is with Teacher Dian(the clear purple one..And I'm pinky..On the MPP's Night)

Final lagi sebulan! I don’t know what should I say about that, but I’m trying to give my best for that..

There are many  subjects that I, myself,  DO NOT cover-Electrical Engineering Workshop,Introduction To Electronics,Fundemental English,Circuit Theory 1,Engineering Mathematics 1,Programming 1 and Islam Sains & Teknologi..Tambah pulak sekarang berlambak assignments and mini project that I’ve to settle.

Sometimes,I’m thinking that will I scored flying colours for my upcoming final on this November??   

Sometimes,I’m thinking too,will I makes my beloved parents happy for my results?

Dear loved one,

I,hearby here,

Wish that I can give my best shot  to score the flying colours result..

I’ll do my BEST.

I’ll do my VERY BEST!

Pray for me,umi,baba,Abang Haqqim,Kakak,Kak Fatin, Teachers and sirs,ustazah,ustaz,madam...

And for my lecturers here, (Sir Azuki ,Sir Razak,Prof Dr. Amir,Sir Azlan,Madam Zaridah,Madam Julie,Madam Rabiah,Sir Hazwan and Ustazah Arpah) please guide me...

Don’t leave me alone to face the Degree life student..

And to you,my friends...

Let’s fight till the end!!

Last  word,

With  <3,

Ana CS.

*the day that I gain my self-confident*